Hey all. So I see Eclipse has inevitably taken place, and I have no idea how to navigate it. xD
I've decided I'll be moving to Instagram to post my artwork from now on. I just feel more comfortable posting it there, since I use Instagram the most out of all my social media, and the DeviantArt I once loved is no more. I just like Instagram more, I guess. It's generally easier to use.
I haven't posted artwork online in a while, since I've had a change of interests and have been cursed with art block as a result. So you might not see as much FNAF or furry art anymore. I'll probably still draw furries every once in a while, but mostly I'll just be drawing fanart of my favourite bands, as well as random doodles and designs here and there. As for FNAF, I just don't really have as much interest in it anymore. You might see some fanart once in a blue moon though.
Ah well, DeviantArt was fun while it lasted. I'll be posting one last drawing here; an overdue birthday gift for a friend. And then I'll be outta here.
I'm gonna miss this website, man. And I'll miss all the wonderful people I met here. I'll promise to keep in touch with y'all. <3 If you'd like to follow my art account, my username is vampyydemon. My main account is lakoda.starlight if you'd like to follow me there also. I'll still visit DA on occasion, but it won't be often.
See you on the flipside, you pretty things. <3
- Lakoda Starlight ~☆
Hi all. So today, I had something happen that I think has been a bit of a turning point for me. I figured I’d write about it here.
I had a very needed nervous breakdown this afternoon. It had been bottling up for a few good months or so, and I reached my breaking point today. But I’m glad I had it. It helped me get out a lot of emotion that had been festering and eating away at me from the inside out. It also helped me realise lot about myself and where my life was heading.
Today, I realised that I had to start taking care of myself and loving myself a bit more, because that was the main reason life has been miserable for me lately. People have been trying to help me, but couldn’t because I wasn’t helping myself. So from now on, I’m gonna be trying my best to actually make things better. I’m considering going on antidepressants again, because they actually helped me quite a bit last time. I also have to kick my caffeine addiction, so I’m gonna try my best at that. I’ve come close to beating it before, so hopefully I can manage. At least then I’ll be able to experience a caffeine high again, lmao.
I’m feeling absolutely exhausted because of the meltdown I had. Mentally and physically. I’m glad I had it though, it’s helped lift a weight off my shoulders. Hopefully when this whole quarantine bullshit blows over, I can see my therapist again and get a diagnosis for what in the actual fuck is going on with me lmao. I’m thinking personally it’s Aspergers Syndrome and Complex PTSD, since those two disorders really do sound like the story of my life.
But yeah anyways, not really sure why I decided to write about this… I guess to vent? I don’t know.
I’m hoping this time, things will really go up from here. Hopefully…
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